Grow up

I was clearing up my coop today and and i found this old diary and turning those pages i realized how even i was once the victim of first heart break. All of us have been there, done that. Cliched, I know. It is really dumb and stupid; but to think of it we were nothing but naive dependable. We didn't know what to do and what not to. We had to search for the next steps and the victory is when we grow past that.


It was insane of me to think you and I as us
Now it's time for me to say myself "grow up"
Because you're never coming back


I don't think i can ever like anyone like this
Every time i think about those days I go on a trip
My love is all finished up for others
After you went away i stopped seeing any colors
All i could see was white and black
Everything was sloppy and sad
Why is your name still lingering on my mind?
Why do I get your dreams all the time?
"More of a nightmare" all my friends say
But i simply deny
For it's not only the sad pain you've given me
There are moments that I still cherish
Like my first kiss with you
And all the stupid things that we did do
Just the thought of you makes me high
Thinking about those days I still smile
I tried to give you all my love, pure and divine
But for you it wasn't that fine


It was insane of me to think you and I as us

Now it's time for me to say myself "grow up"

Because you're never coming back