breakable yet again!

it was better when i was broken

deep in my sorrows when i was sunken

it was better when i couldn't dream

rather than realise that it's smashed and wake up with a scream

better when i knew nobody was my beside

than know that your promises of always being there is a lie

it was better thinking that i had a luckless romance

rather than trying it again and having the assurance

it was better clinging on to old memories

rather than listening to your fake deeds

something that you wont be doing

like the others you're up just for saying

it's better to be locked up in my room and cry my heart out

rather thank risk it being with you and worry about the doubts

it's better to all day think about him

       rather than be with a replica and remain grim 

        it was better when my heart was broken

       rather than you mending it and yet breaking it      again  

[because break me once shame on thee, break me twice shame on me]