I'm so clueless, totally confused
I've always been this way
With all the other things my heart sway
Right now i can't stand still
Don't even know if I should go for or against my will
Don't know up or down, right or left
Up in my head everything is messed
I've made this mistake before
But Lord knows why i want it again
All of it was only sweet wounds and pain
Still i want it
But then again, I want it far away from me
Not sure if i still can see
Not sure if we could again be
Can i afford to be with you again?
Confused totally
This is so me!
Monday, May 30, 2011
terrified
I'm scared that you'll do something wrong
I'm scared that you might be left alone
I'm scared that i might n0t be there when you fall
I'm scared that you might not get an answer when l call
I'm scared that your heart might hurt
I'm scared that to me some day you might mean nothing m0re than dirt
I'm scared that i might loose interest
I'm scared that you might n0t turn out to be the best
I'm scared that tomorrow you might n0t be the one i prefer
I'm scared that my th0ughts might differ
I'm scared that i might not give enough
I'm scared that you might not be in my thoughts
I'm scared that i might change
I'm scared that we might break
I'm scared that our forever might be over
I'm scared that you might n0t be the one
I'm scared that m scared for so many reasons
But there is this biggest fear 0f all
I'm scared that the tables might turn and those menti0ned might be your fears!
Sunday, May 29, 2011
this strange thing called love
love
this is one topic that i would always fake that i don't want to discuss about. it's a cliched topic. no arguments on that one but still it's a fun topic,one hell of a common topic but every single person has different views about it. to someone it can be something as sweet as honey, just a bunch of bitter memories for someone, the sole reason to live for someone, shattered hopes for someone, a necessity for someone,a torn heart for someone, a pleasant company for someone, sheer loneliness for someone, hopes and expectations for someone, falls and crashes because of the expectations for someone; it all just depends on what you have been through during this certain thing called love. when starting to talk about love, even a layman becomes THE philosopher.
i still don't know if true love exists or not,it might or might not as well; for me it's yet to be discovered.if i had to have a say on what a successful love or supposed true love would be I'd say true love is when you would want to grow old with someone without any second thoughts and love would be successful if you are growing old together with that particular 'someone' and you still have no regrets even on the hardest times. i really don't think it's fair when two happy couples are compared to pairs like Romeo and Juliet,even when they themselves do that. you're supposed to make your own stories and not give damn about others when you're in love. the pairs you see on the mirror, that's what you really want to be and since you're already that, that's the one you want to remain. you've not really seen Juliet and Romeo discussing their future in Juliet's balcony, have you? (stop thinking about the movie,that doesn't count) so why try to follow the supposed when you have the real deal right with you.
the old couples on the park, i think they are the true romeos an Juliet's. they've conquered what they had always wanted to, they were able to fulfil their wishes of being together forever (i don't really know if that word exists for everyone). they've come a long way, together, helping each other and that is what really matters. the true happiness, the true undefeated successful love. a love that couldn't even be defeated by time.
this is one topic that i would always fake that i don't want to discuss about. it's a cliched topic. no arguments on that one but still it's a fun topic,one hell of a common topic but every single person has different views about it. to someone it can be something as sweet as honey, just a bunch of bitter memories for someone, the sole reason to live for someone, shattered hopes for someone, a necessity for someone,a torn heart for someone, a pleasant company for someone, sheer loneliness for someone, hopes and expectations for someone, falls and crashes because of the expectations for someone; it all just depends on what you have been through during this certain thing called love. when starting to talk about love, even a layman becomes THE philosopher.
i still don't know if true love exists or not,it might or might not as well; for me it's yet to be discovered.if i had to have a say on what a successful love or supposed true love would be I'd say true love is when you would want to grow old with someone without any second thoughts and love would be successful if you are growing old together with that particular 'someone' and you still have no regrets even on the hardest times. i really don't think it's fair when two happy couples are compared to pairs like Romeo and Juliet,even when they themselves do that. you're supposed to make your own stories and not give damn about others when you're in love. the pairs you see on the mirror, that's what you really want to be and since you're already that, that's the one you want to remain. you've not really seen Juliet and Romeo discussing their future in Juliet's balcony, have you? (stop thinking about the movie,that doesn't count) so why try to follow the supposed when you have the real deal right with you.
the old couples on the park, i think they are the true romeos an Juliet's. they've conquered what they had always wanted to, they were able to fulfil their wishes of being together forever (i don't really know if that word exists for everyone). they've come a long way, together, helping each other and that is what really matters. the true happiness, the true undefeated successful love. a love that couldn't even be defeated by time.
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