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There are so many things that I have in my mind right now. All the things are happening at the same time; good, bad. But the bad things are making me worry about the good things as well,if they are really true and if they are then how long will it be?
you see, that's the problem among most of us. We know we're supposed to live the present forget about the past, not worry much about the future and yada yada yada.But it's hard to follow that path; the same path that we frequently suggest other's to travel.We humans are quite complicated creatures. Well, i can't be that sure about others but i definitely am. When something bad happens to me I'm cursing my fate on why it's always me and why don't i ever get good things (drama queen? i know). when something good happens I'm too busy worrying about loosing it rather than living the moment. I know exactly what to do, I just don't know how.
Right now,I am more than happy. I am well, some what 95% satisfied with my life at the moment.I know that's almost next to impossible but I am. But every time I try to enjoy the moment it suddenly comes to mind that it's too good to be true. Someone teach me how to live and let live :|